Crushes

Okay, so there’s this guy I like, but honestly, there’s a weird vibe between us. For Valentine’s Day, I found out he gave this girl a teddy bear and wrote “Do you like me?” on the back. Ugh, it made me think about all the crushes I’ve had, and I realized there’s a pattern. I always crush on these super loud, extroverted guys, even though I’m the complete opposite. I end up being their friend and giving them advice on their girl problems, even though I have a huge crush on them. Like, what even?! But the weirdest part is that I wouldn’t actually want to date any of them if I had the chance (not that I ever would, because I’m pretty sure they’re all out of my league). There are so many prettier girls my age, and I just feel invisible. No boy’s ever gonna call me pretty or love me.