Lalalovee

I was reading some manga and I suddenly remember the first time I fell in love with a girl. 

Aight, I'll start.

 First Love. 

So she was my classmate in a Saturday and Sunday class, we didn't talked but we were together in one classroom for a year. First, I didn't realize that I like her because I was quite confused with my own sexuality. But, as time progresses by, I fell deeply in love with her day by day. Every flag ceremonies I would look for her in the crowd and I would just stare at her while the sun would only shine at her. One time I was doodling in my notebook and I noticed her staring at me while I was trying to glance at her. as I stare in those deep brown eyes of hers, I didn't notice that I was already making a sketch of her face. I was too embarrassed that's why I tried looking away. (I still have that drawing lmao) 

School is starting to end, and me, as a social butterfly, I was trying to get close to just so we can take a picture. But during those times, my feet and my knees were shaking, my heart was beating faster than it should, I was getting hyped up to the point that I can't even move my feet. The clock was ticking and the time was running, she was moving farther and farther away from me, with full motivation, I managed to call her name.. She looks at me, my heart is beating loudly and faster than it did before. She asked me "why did you call for me?" And I answered, "oh, haha it's nothing. Be careful on your way home!" And she responded to me with a smile and I was like 'damn, I really do loved her'. Little did I know, that was the last time I saw her.