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my dad saw my new carving yesterday and said very loudly infront of the whole family while i was doing online classes that he can see my scars. after that it was fine so i took a nap and like a few hrs later i woke up but faked sleep for a while but i felt my mom splashing holy water on me. i made the mistake of raising my head and opening my eyes so then my parents demanded for me to see all of my scars and kept yelling on how they knew i was hiding shit ofc i didnt want to then they kept yelling at me and i tried to go out of the room but my dad blocked me then pinned me onto the bed by the neck (but not hard enough to like harm/choke me) then my mom kept saying how there was no reason for me to be stressed bc i was so blessed then they took my phone and computer (im studying for 5 quizes rn so im excused) and my dad told me that he's going to take me out of school and send me to the hospital. idk what kind specifically if its a mental hospital or like a normal one for general recovery and also he kept of shouting how i was sick and abnormal
so now im gonna get an appointment w my doctor/therapist(? she's not actually a therapist but she works at the insomnia clinic) n i rlly dont want to stop studying bc its the last quarter of the school year and there r a ton of big projects due ahead of me like 3 plays and others r science and math and literally the only thing that hasn't been taken from me yet are my friends but if my dad takes me away from school i might js run away or kms bc i dont rly have a reason y i sh i js like to do it for fun and it makes me feel better even if i dont feel bad at all i js want to live :(
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PeperoniFacedCircus
omg... im actually stunned. How old r u???
14, turning 15 in may :p
by Articulo Mortis; ; Report
OOF- im rlly srry for how lifes traeting u... AND UR PARENTS!!! HOW ARE THEY PUNISHING U FOR SUFFERING!??!!? U should deff run away.. AND IF U DO, DO IT SMARTLY... TAKE UR LEGAL DOCUMENTS AND LOTS OF MONEY... UR GONNA NEED IT... anywyas good luck with life
by PeperoniFacedCircus; ; Report
RAHHHH TY FOR UR SUGGESTION N CONCERN
but its *not* often that they have to resort to physical punishment n they first found out like a year ago and bc of that they refuse to teach me how to do basic things like commuting and cooking independently nor do they let me know shi abt it ALSO they have cams evrywhere and the doors and gates in my house are noisy ASF so i cant even leave my room in general and i share my room w my fam too so :( but im planning to run away when i finish senior high or the soonest chance i get and i have a good amt of savings to supply me for a while .all i need is a solid plan :33
AND THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THE SUGGESTION UR SO SWEET <333
by Articulo Mortis; ; Report
AHHH OK!! YH NW!! OBVII!! LWK IMMA LEAVE HOME AT 18 TOO
by PeperoniFacedCircus; ; Report