2 days until my birthday

My birthday is in two days, and I’ve been thinking about the difficult times I’ve experienced, especially the abuse from my family. My dad’s recent passing has caused mixed feelings, and makes this year particularly hard. I hope this birthday will be different from last year, which was very tough for me.

I’m not exactly sure what I want or how I want to celebrate it this year. One thing I do know for sure is that I’m planning to get a short haircut soon. My current hairstyle has been causing dysphoria, and I want to feel more like myself.