Been Into Detroiters

I've been into Tim Robinson this month. Well, past two weeks. I feel so incredibly annoying about it every single time I open my mouth. In that annoying phase of my hyperfixation where I make everything about him and I can't be a normal human being.

Anyways, Detroiters is one of his shows and it's so peak it's all I've been watching, there's only 20 episodes though which is a darn shame!! Also have watched I Think You Should Leave a messed up amount. I don't like shows. I'm 1000% just a movie person. But he has this grasp on me. Sigh. I've even started watching SNL. Season 38 isn't even that good...

I could talk about this stuff genuinely for forever hold on let me get to what I wanted to say in the first place.

Detroiters is such a beautiful show I think. It's a sitcom but ignoring that for a second, the amount of love that Tim Robinson and Sam Richardson have for Detroit is so apparent in that show it makes me SICK!! Even all the music they use in the show is all Detroit-based local stuff and that's just so COOL to me. It's oozing with love it makes my heart ache and I don't see people sharing the same feeling. I LOVE THINGS that are love letters to other things... [looks at Jordan Peele's 'Nope']...

I wish I could've grown up in a city. More than anything I wish I had a home turf that I knew like the back of my hand. I think that's something that SO many people take for granted and I just can never say anything to people's faces about it. Like. "I want what you have so bad." Not to trauma dump but I moved around a ton as a child. Like a TON. There's this one town that I still feel pretty attached to I guess, but I've been away for so long and it's expanded so much over the years I don't really recognize it anymore. I think I'd really love to move there one day but we will see I suppose.

When I lived in the city I'd go out as often as I physically could. I get people that rot in their room all day but I also don't, I don't know. Obviously I do that all the time but that's because I'm kind of forced to. Like. Rapunzel or whatever. Rapunzel comes to mind often when I talk about my isolation. Also hit movie 'Room.' I'm so socially inept but being around people is like a gift from god I swear.

I shouldn't blog at 4 am I feel like going off course and spiraling uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I think if you dig sitcoms you should totally check out Detroiters. It's short and fun and it's Tim Robinson, so, it's good. I have no idea how to pitch sitcoms to people... like... um... they sure do get into some silly situations!

God there's one episode in particular I really connect with. There's an episode in season one where Tim hangs out with his dad. I don't know how to word it. It's a sitcom, it's not as serious as I'm making it, it's funny and silly. Just, sometimes the way they talk about the dad is something that makes me go, "oh, that's like my dad."

I dunno.

I'm still a little hesitant to talk about stuff like my family, that feels too personal I guess.

U will hear from me later, goodnight.