my lil secret

so um i a person which doesnt have many secrets um the open book types but still i have my lil secret which really no one knows not even my own bestie its not anything great anything big just a lil secret i have
so few days backs around 21 ig my crush (oh many dont know hes is my bf but i still say crush cuz damn i love him soooo much anyways back to story) gave me a card!!! *proud tears* and that card had a lil figure whose hands are like coming out basically it looks like that figure is trying to hug the reader so yeah and he wrote i can hug it whenever i want to like occasionally ig anyways firstly i was soo happy and impressed on his artistic skills he says he didnt got any but trust me that card is the most prettiest i have seen so cute like damn i feel a sudden rush of dopamine when i think about it so cute and and damn that card i hug it everyday after waking up like for me its now a ritual its always with me whenever i wake up in mornings or even after a 1 hour nap i hug the card (obv thinking it's him) tell it how much i love it kiss it and start my day damn i can't even describe how peaceful it is i feel happy energized and excited to start my day and not just after waking up i hug it whenever i feel low or i miss him before doing any important task like today before leaving for exam center i hugged it for 5 minutes straight and all my stress was relieved ik it is maybe too much but what can i do i am simply just a lil gurlie who's in love and receiving such care respect efforts and love for the firs time!!!! man i do think about days when my blogs were full of my trauma my self doubts my sad thoughts but its so good writing about being loved im so happy fr!!!

TOODLES~