late night thoughts??

its 2AM.. freak o clock lmao. and I'm wide awake with nothing better to do lol. so question.. why everytime I'm feeling crazy and ready to reak havoc people think they can hold u back lol. u either get w/ it, or leave me alone. 

But lets talk about freak o clock itself. at night I'm alone in my room in the dark with my imagination and headphones running wild as long as I'm awake. I wish I had the confidence to make ppl my playthings lol.. I guess not. for now at least. I rlly need to step it up. I've pulled the opposite gender, people in and out the area.. gangsters, nerds.. yet im scared to talk to people first lol. but when I learn how to.. y'all in 4 a real treat lmao >:) as they always say. when ur black u never go back. or wtv. yk what I mean. but imma leave that all to fate.

anyway, time to lay my "thoughts" to rest xD. or let them look alive a little longer idk. hmu if I can get everything I been dreaming of lol. ig: @v.inzanity.x_x