My life(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

My life, the truth is I don't speak English and I only write this in English because most of the people on this page are from the USA. But if there are any spelling mistakes or if something isn’t clear, you'll know it's because I use a translator. Well, I decided to open this blog simply because I'm bored waiting for my friend to respond to my messages about whether she wants to play Roblox or not. So, honestly, I won’t update this very often. I don’t expect much interaction from people; I’m really just writing this out of pure boredom, which could be a factor in why I won’t update it anymore.

Well, let's start from my childhood. The truth is, I am, in every way, an internet kid. I grew up, and all my life, most of my values have been shaped by social media. The good side of it is that when I was 7, my favorite videos were vlogs, morning routines, "a day with me," or getting ready for back-to-school. Those types of videos motivated me to be as productive as those girls I watched and also to be as smart as them. Honestly, intelligence was never an issue for me; I had been educated a lot since childhood, delving into difficult topics like mathematics, algebra, and world history. I immediately got my own phone when I was eight years old. I always stood out as the best in my class, especially when it came to presentations and my incredibly wide vocabulary for my age. I had a great ability to remember things very easily. I wasn’t a genius, just a girl who liked to study. Although, if I’m honest, what I actually enjoyed was being in school, not studying, because I felt accompanied by people my age. My early years were spent only with adults, and the only child around was my younger brother, with whom I couldn’t talk about things like the Pythagorean theorem or the meaning of art until I got to primary school. As expected, no one was particularly brilliant, nothing to highlight really, except for one girl, Lisaury, who had the same desire to learn as I did, and she became a great friend with whom I could occasionally debate.

My MBTI is ENTP, and that explains a lot about my personality. I actually discovered my MBTI recently, and when I read the description, I couldn’t help but be surprised by how precisely it described my personality, especially how it hit on my passion for debating and always searching for the truth while challenging authority figures, something I had been doing since I was a little girl. My family always seriously encouraged me to become a lawyer, and the truth is, I was never really interested in that career, but after so many years hearing that from both my friends and family, from everyone around me, I can’t deny that I am a little curious about it. But going back to my school life, that was the first time I felt threatened by someone smarter than me. Of course, these are thoughts that any child should have, but after a few minutes of thinking about it, I scolded myself like a responsible adult for my immaturity. Now I know that those feelings weren’t bad at all, and that a normal girl my age would have never said that. Anyway, I became really good friends with Lisaury until we reached the fourth grade, where, honestly, I was getting incredibly bored of being in the same place all the time with the same people. So, I begged my mom in every way to transfer me to a public school. As a private school kid, I imagined public school as a place full of delinquents and rebellion, and I wanted to experience that with my own eyes in what I called an investigation. That was how I convinced my mom to enroll me in a public school, and of course, the expenses were lower.

The truth is, this change to a public school could be said to have been my character development moment. There were many changes in me just by being in a public school for 2 years. Things as simple as the way I spoke changed completely. I went from having almost the same accent and tone of voice as most of the school to being able to differentiate myself and speak with my true voice. Interesting things also happened, like my first love, which I’ll talk about in another post. Now, I’m in the first year of high school, a course where, after two years without any contact, Lisaury and I find each other again. Honestly, it’s not the same anymore. We don’t talk the same way we did before, and we don’t even hang out together during recess anymore. There were many things I missed, and I’m sure I would have been the first to know if I hadn’t changed schools. The truth is, my personality hasn’t changed much. I’m still just as sarcastic and always speaking with that characteristic ironic tone that I’m sure you’ll notice if you talk to me at least once in real life.

I also have to admit that I neglected my studies a lot during my years in public school. But now, in high school, there are a lot of brilliant people to compete with, especially two—one girl and, of course, Lisaury, with whom I still have our friendly rivalry.