Online school sucks and so does the weather

Online school fucking sucks like I have the kind where there's no calls so like there's no social interaction and its like damn I don't have a reason to even show up. Like yeah I hate in person school but at least I feel something even tho its anxiety like i'm just bored! I can't go to the school a mile away bc my mom's useless 51 year old bf acts more like a child like I do and won't drive me even tho i've OFFERED TO PAY FOR GAS! The bus won't take me bc i'm too close and I don't wanna walk in NEGATIVE TWENTY ONE DEGREE CEL WEATHER! I don't even have actual shoes btw just crocs, too small for me black heels and too small for me white boot heels...