first post ft. uni

i don't know how to start my posts. i want to create a personal/intimate diary (literally my digital footprint on the internet is a personal diary since i was 14 years old what am i talking about… …thinking about being bffs w one direction!!!!€,!,,&?). i want to start w/writing about going back to study after years, to university (again). i have never had problems thinking that i was too old to study bc i know i will ALWAYS have time to study and learn (my moon is in sagittarius 🤓☝️) which I LOVE but i was a little put off by the fact that i had to take classes with people younger than me bcs we were-are in different vital moments). i am devoted to art, to its history and im passionate about creating my own art or being part of it so the expectations were VERY HIGH. i-myself have very high expectations of MYslef. but i found people who inspire me every day and do incredible things and have taught me sooooooo000 many things. some days are harder than others but i am learning. i feel lucky to share this experience with wonderful people and to nourish myself every day. imposter syndrome is scary but feeling enough fulfills me!!!¡!!!!!¡ seeing my own results and the way i learn in class is amazing bc i work really hard .. the line between working hard because i want it and because i feel like it - is thin.. so so so thin.. but i didnt change a thing.