Grateful

Everyone’s entitled to bad days. People always say you have to think positive. Don’t think negatively or more bad things will happen. It took a bit of time for me to realize that it’s perfectly fine to know that I can be upset about something and actually try and figure out why I’m feeling that way rather than brush it away and cover it with a band aid of positivity. Yesterday was a very bad day with a lot of good moments. It was my first thanksgiving without my grandmother. I got stood up, twice. && instead of acting like everything was okay, I allowed my emotions to run true. 

This morning I feel much better. I’m still a little sad but I am happy with myself for respecting how I felt and knowing my feelings were and are valid. I am becoming the best version of me and know there will be challenging moments at time. I know everything I desire. Everything that I am worthy of will come to me and I will appreciate all of the lessons I had to go through to get there. 

Above anything else, I am grateful.