Just a not so small recap

My memory is shit so I already don’t fucking know what happened when, lovely :3

So like 2 weeks ago I finally met a friend I haven’t seen since we meet up in 3city in the summer. This time we met up in my lovely (shitty) city. I was hella lucky to get a ride to the train station and not spend like an hour in public transport. We walked around the city talking and drank together. 

First we went to the old town, I don’t fully remember why but the shops there are pretty loose so I like to hang out in the area. This time we weren’t so lucky and ended up only with the two 4.4% bottles I had. We walked to the riverside and found a bench to sit on while drinking and smoking. It was kinda in full view but no one gives a shit because people drink there so often. We got approached by some dude who looks like he studies med in my city (aka an idiot), like the clear “hey beauties, let me bang type” so we just kinda got him to get away.

Then we went to the are near my school and actually got more alcohol in the convenience store (two more 4.4% bottles and 25% 200ml bottle). From there we made our way to a park where I used to have P.E. in the summer in primary and 1st,2nd hs grade. There’s a small bridge there and I had a brilliant idea to sit under it and drink (photo attatched at the end, unless I forgor) I’m not really a huge drinker so I just sipped on my 4.4% bottle and only took big gulp of the 25% one, honestly, it tasted better than I expected. (I might like vodka drinks more than stuff like champaign)

Either way, it started getting kinda late so we went a bit closer to the train station and sat under some WWII statue or something. We continued talking there for a while and my friend finished another 25% before it started to get cold. We actually talked about omegaverse anatomy and where the fuck do babies form in omega men, how omega men birth and other silly drunk people stuff. From there we walked to his friends. I feel kinda guilty because on the way he started to apologize to me for getting drunk, probably because my anxiety kicked in and I got awfully tired. I really fucking hope he didn’t think I was “just being nice” or lying when I told him it’s absolutely ok.

I got picked up by my mom and I don’t think she even noticed that I was tipsy. I actually had like 0.06 promile if I’m remembering my calculations right. (my highest blood alcohol)

The next week was boring as fuck. I started convention preparations so slowly that I still have stuff to do (convention is tomorrow and I get home at like 18.30) I mainly went to school, had my theory driving classes, rinse and repeat. Exhausting af. Somehow tho I had motivation to wear my shilly make up daily. (I look so shit even old creeps don’t try following me home, success)

Over the weekend my aunt(a family friend, not related to me in any way) came to visit my mother and stayed from friday till Sunday. She’s very fun to be around but I swear her and my mother have such weird dynamic. (in a queer way) It very much gives “the two homophobic boys who act gay af” vibes. The way they talk about each other is worse than when I had my first crush on a girl.

On Saturday we actually went to a pretty fancy italian restaurant, the food was FIRE and I had a lot of fun listening to my aunt ranting about my mother or talking about our summer vacation in turkey in 2010/2011. My mother is actually considering going on vacations more with her like we used to when I was younger. Somehow they always had a hard time scheduling outings after the few initial ones.

I always get amazed by aunts eating habbits. First thing in the morning she eats cake and drinks coffee, then later she eats a full breakfast. She’ll also eat sweets between breakfast & lunch and top it all off with a dessert right after lunch. She also eats sweets after dinner and is SLIM.

The week after my aunts visit, the current week has been quite okay so far. On monday and Tuesday I only had 2 lessons each. Still I did not get to rest much as I still have math tutoring and was stressing about my convention preparations. I was in an okay situation because I had to style 2, not 3 wigs, but it’s a lot of work nevertheless. I am still not fully done with one wig and need to iron my costumes, but that won’t take me much time.

Besides that, I did manage to have some free time for myself this week and do some more pleasant stuff. I got to take a few smoking breaks in between my responsibilities to ease my mind. I’d get my hands on real cigarettes instead of the vapes, but the smell clings onto clothing like a bitch and I’d get kicked out of my house. (my mother HATES cigarettes) I also got to cook myself a few meals and blew up our microwave when I tried making popcorn in it.

I spend my fair share of time on AO3 too, with a total of 15 fics read. I’m pretty sure most of them were ABO MDZS fics lmao. 

Studying has been going surprisingly well with me catching up on math and finally bein able to understand what the hell is going on during the lessons! I was around 8 chapters around so it’s a giant improvement and I’m super happy. My grades from other subjects are also doing quite good and I’m hoping to pass with results high enough not to be forced to retake.