Sorry I wasn't on for like 8 days.
Why I haven't been online.
I haven't been doing too good so I didn't bother coming on.
I still haven't been okay.. got the news i may have another heart problem so I have to have an MRI scan someday.. i have had these scans before but not with the blue dye :( and I am genuinely terrified what news i will be given.
I also am just stressed over college.. we have to apply for something during this unit but I genuinely don't want to apply for anything atm.. I am not mentally stable enough for anything.
Yesterday I couldn't even go to college due to how terrible I felt.
At least it is my birthday on Sunday :')