"how are you?" i don't know. I genuinely don't.

I feel so lost in life, all I know is that I do schoolwork n'd animate, draw, art and the fuckin 286 other shit I do- It doesn't feel right. Along with the fact I can't take things seriously don't help.

Most of my thoughts are about my future and jokes about my own $uicid3 attempts.
Im sure I'll end up on the street being happy as a homeless person, asking for food in the stupidest ways possible "Excuse me, Can I get some of that Please? some fatass bird ate my shi-"
Imma join a homeless clan or some shit if I do-

Im gonna fail. I failed so many tests. I failed those attempts. fuckin' embarrassing enough- I have a MOTHEH FUCKIN FLIP PHONE. at least its cute tho- 



Now reading this- this shit sounds like a fever dream.