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I know no one will read this and it will be ignored, because I lack any person that cares about me. Tonight, I am going to decide rather I deserve to live or not. I can't stand the loneliness anymore and the fucking constant verbal and mental abuse giving by my family. No, I don't deserve live and I should have never got my hopes up with social media to help my depression or loneliness. For FOUR years, I have been seeking for reassurance or at least acknowledgement of existence. So maybe this is goodbye or not. I'll decide tonight. I hope I gain to courage to go.
Is this good-bye
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MÖRK ONDSKA
girl, I went through the same thing, but you always have to face it. don’t lower your head and say it’s over. show them you’re strong, don’t let yourself be vulnerable. you still have a long life ahead of you—try new things, always do what you’ve wanted to do.
shit, sorry for disrespecting you, I didn’t see that your pronouns are he/they.
by MÖRK ONDSKA; ; Report
It's alright, I'm still getting used to my pronouns as well.. I was in a bad mind space righting this. Today, I got a therapist to help me with these thoughts. But I am at the verge of going to hospital for safety, I got need to control thoughts.
by DaNnySaMuRaI; ; Report
Waffisito (；´д｀)ゞ
You don't have to do it, I know you're going through a difficult time and it will probably last a long time, if you want you can talk to me and if you try I don't know how to do that, although I'm nobody to tell you what to do and what not to do
I can to update this post. I was in 24/hour care before getting a therapist. But I wanna thank you for the support.
by DaNnySaMuRaI; ; Report