he wasn't there

he wasnt at the bus stop this monday im gonan gfdiufidjdfhjhdjhfkhgkdj

i told myself that im probably, definitely, gonna see him again, most likely when i least expect it. BUT I EXPECT IT AT LEAST A LITTLE EVERY TIME I GO SOMEWHERE. SO IL

i dont know. i still hate myself for this missed opportunity, i wna hit my head on the wall as hard as i can, but i still have hope that i am gonna see him another time. in case im too retarded to communicate again i have a note in my pocket with my phone number on it so i can shakily hand it over once the time is there. im such a lose r

site note im debating on switching to posting bulletins but they wont last forever so if people investigate my likeness 3000 years into the future they wont get to experience my every thought i shared. what tf am i on