i had a bad morning but i made cookies

i was planning on starting t soon and i had an appointment scheduled and my mom started questioning if i was trans despite me telling her i have felt uncomfortable with my gender since the age of 4. i then went to go check the website to schedule my appointment and i see that it is 500 dollars because it's not covered by my insurance. i am now attempting to go through the hospital instead of planned parenthood and hopefully it is covered by insurance. anyways my mom was probably just feeling generally shitty and i started feeling shitty so i decided to make cookies. they were pretty good. now i dont know whats happening but the middle of my upper right arm has started to hurt which is odd. sometimes this happens but it's usually before i go to sleep so it doesnt matter but its still 5 pm right now so it is kind of inconvenient.