Ok what the flip.

Guys what should I do? My gf has been leaving me on read even when I didn’t do something. This has been going on for a while she has the same excuse—> “sorry I was with my mom” “I was busy” and “I had a bad day” but if I question further she just avoids the topic altogether. And I get it if she was actually busy but she never is. And then I feel like she keeps inviting her friends over so I don’t try to hang out with her. If I ask if she’s free one weekend so I can take her out on a date she always says “sorry I’m having a sleepover with ___” and like…okay ig. Like I love her but I genuinely don’t know if she loves me. And I don’t know what to do. I would talk to her but it’s all the same “I was js busy” and I’m scared she’s cheating on me too. Like she’s always with J(her friend) and is always talking about her. And D. I hate her so much. She literally talks to me and if I say one thing that upsets her she’s always like “stfu before I kick you” or “stfu before I push you down these bleachers” and I’m just worried she’s cheating on me with one of them. Not to mention I was kind of a second choice. She used to really like my friend and when she found out he wasn’t into anyone and she met me she just kind of went to me since I kind of looked and acted like him. So I wouldn’t really put it past her if she didn’t actually love me. But if y’all have any advice or smth y’all can comment or message me! :)