long time no see every pony

hi guys. its been so long since my last digital entry ! a few years at that. im officially a 19 year old not a minor anymore and the last time I made an entry I was at least freshly 16. crazy how time passes huh ? anyways im not even sure if people even read these are if the new people that found space hey are only using it for the cute templates (loser) but I actually do enjoy sharing my thoughts either for my own personal diary or sharing it with the world.anyways im currently in the cafeteria of my college an dim like actually so fucking scared LMFAO. literallyy this guy I ghosted came up to me started talking to me YUUUUCKKKKKKKKKK I was literally the sweetest princess of course but omg I thought he ha a gf and i know he did. he literally posted her for valentines days so its like why are you even talking to me1, 2, what even made him think he was worthy enough of talking to me again..IN PERSON...IN THE CAFE ???? I literally feel like im being watched right now. but basically he came up to m and was like "hey sunny" like he was catching me red handed or something. so me like the princess I am respond with grace and go "oh hey (blank)" as if me ghosting him never happened lol and then h had the nerve to ask why I said hey like that and I go well do I have a reason to say it a different way. and then he proceeds to ask me o chill with him literally BEGGINGGG. going "so what's the wrddd, what u on what u trying to do"......[lease get the actual fuck away from me LM FAO. so that happened and long story short he asked for my snap and I was like "well ill give it to you but dont expect anything from me if were just friends know" I still haven't added him back LMFAOOOAOAAOOOA im sorry I just can't help it he's just so not my type and obvi just wants to get in my pants speaking from how he almost did last time and thank god my head was screwed on tight and right last time. ok but get this , after that ugly dude came up to me literally like e10 minutes later one of his teammates and also my classmate who I guess I never really noticed or see him up close so I was confused on who he was , but he came up to me too ! I dont know what subliminal I acciendently listened to last night but my goodness if def working im like scared but so amazed at the powers I harvest LOL. BUT AYWAYS the second boy he's cute and chill, he shook my hand and asked me for my name and I gave him my snap and I did add him. back but he texted me "u a small beautiful woman".......... ermmmmmm first of all I hate being called small because I know im not. im 5'3 and a half. almost 5'4, on top of that I have long skinny limbs ive been cursed with so it makes me appear taller than what I am so In my head im not small. and when men say it its just cringe to me. but I do appreciate him calling me beautiful because duh I know why wouldn't I be called that and much more ? but anyways im getting carried away and I feel like the more I rant the more my evil side comes out LMFAO so im off this ! signing off -sunnybunny