2 days to 35

In two days I'll be 35 and I sit here and reflect on if I've wasted my life. I was born learning challenged and developmentally disabled. I took me years to be able to tie my shoes and be able to put my shoes on correctly. I struggled a lot in school and dropped out because the schools weren't helping me they were just pushing me through so they didn't have to deal with me. I am currently working on getting my GED and I'm so close it's just math is very difficult for me but my girlfriend and dad believe with repetition I'll be able to get it. I wasn't helped that much in school either and I had grow up in a very dysfunctional household. My home life was full of domestic abuse and any time I tried to fight back at my abuser I'd threatened with the mental hospital or the police. I have no idea where to go after I get my GED.