feb19 09

ah. sorry for posting so late again. after i got home finally i was so tired i kind of forgot what time it was and just fell asleep.

today was exhausting as usual. i dont really get why the school system has to make us get up at 6 just to catch the bus, but its whatever. i managed to snag a few pictures of today so i'll post them here as well.

getting on the bus felt weirder than normal. like, i just had this feeling that something would happen today and i couldnt shake it off. maybe because it was FREEZING again, but i think i just hate the cold.



i get to school, everything is normal for the most part. i have algebra for my first class and its honestly so boring that i could fall asleep. ive never been a huge numbers nerd, yet i still try because i'd like my grades to be atleast a little decent.

remember when i said i had that feeling that something would happen today? turns out i was right. halfway through the lesson, the fire alarms kicked on and everyone swarmed outside to the track. i thought it was a drill but apparently not, because the fire department showed up a little bit later to handle the situation. a heater in one of the bathrooms EXPLODED, thankfully no one was hurt.



to be honest i thought it was pretty funny. just goes to show that schools dont really care about their old ass equipment anyways.

the rest of the day went by in a blur that i cant really remember. its getting harder and harder to remember the little things because it just feels like a remote function to get up, go to school, go home, etc. in one of my final classes before dismissal, me and jonah and a couple other guys at our table had a presentation to show off. i hated it. i hate speaking in front of people like that. seems silly, i know, but something in my gut just tells me to run away and i HATE it.





our school has a giant issue with bus drivers. every other day my bus is paired with another because someone is out or sick and cant drive the other bus. it pisses me of SO fucking much. my bus is already squished enough at the end of the day, and to be honest? having days where the bus isnt stuck together with another load of kids seems like a rare occasion.

after school (as promised,) i went with jonah just to get some food and have a good time. i didn't get much pictures of that little experience since my phone was dying but it was honestly fun. i cant remember the last time in a long time where i laughed like that. it was nice. 

i found a railroad that would seem cool to walk down. maybe i could find a place worth exploring. who knows.





that'll be it for this blog. maybe tomorrow will a little better. bye.

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