being masc

okay this is a lil ranty rant but I HATE being masc. 

1. women treat u like a man when they date u like HIGHKEY.
2. plus if I'm comfortable w someone I'm lowk ratchet like I code switch so hard. like I grew up in the Bronx plus I was w the worst people growing up fr so this one girl was deadass like "oooh you my gangsta boo" girl??? I know ONE person inna gang like be so fr. I do NOT participate in that I actively shun it cus wtf.
3. also ur like invisible to men. Idk if that's like a pro or a con.
4. I like cute things!!! my room is filled w cinnamoroll! 
5. I'm a nice person too like ya know
6. PILLOW PRINCESSES??? same thing as #1 but I'm sorry this pmo so bad (like deadass 
7. also unrelated but mfs NEED to stop making jokes out of aave?? like why does this happen every year bro. like I'm not blk but it still bothers me cus it happens so much.
8. i'm 5'1 and cute as hell LFOAOA but deadass I dress like a man and my face is just c:
9. women lowkey objectify mascs like I dunno how to explain it but its just like "I want a masc" then they don't bother to get to know u and just want u to spoil them. probably still related to #1 
10. this wasn't cus I'm masc (I think) but my hb was like "ur one of the guys" and I'm still a girl?? I just wanna be seen as a girl is that too much to ask for? like idfk I cant be femme cus 1 I cant afford that 2 I just don't feel comfortable like that plus what I saw as a kid growing up was tight clothes n booty shorts like idfk. plus I'm like Mexican I fear it does not look cute w my ethnic nose. Ive never seen anyone with my huge ass nose but that's another topic.