omg just got humiliated

hi so i just got called into the school counselours office and it was horrible for 40 minutes he talked about my grade which it was bad ;(( omg im in the library and just saw him walking around!! but anyways he told me all sorts of things and i wad abt to cry oh my lord but he said u shopuld write me a promise to  be good and stuff like okay fine and now during my luch i have to write it and have to give it to him and if he thinks its good i can keep doing school ig?? but he said i have to show him all my notebooks every friday so he can check it?? but bunch of my other classmates are actually doing it they just didnt see my name in the system bc i didnt give the movk exams but yall wish me luck everyweek i have to see his short ass 

maybe i should do a blog tracking of my progress of getting a good grade like maybe it will help me but. ig ill study and be good! I really hope i can do really good on my next mock which is on march 15th or something ill tell u guys  how it guys if u guys are interested! maybe if i do good he'll stop checking my notebook? i havent even had my first checkup with him and i am already tired and sick of it 

okay im gonna write my promise now