Starting Uni

Random Song recommendation: Riptide - South Arcade

Hello wired!! ◝(˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) ◜♡
How is everyone doing?? I hope you are all Having a Great Week!!

Alright, so.. What is this blog entry about? Glad you asked!
As I said in my last entry: I started Uni! And with that there comes a entirely new chapter in my life, with different interactions and new people!

"Are you nervous?" Of course I am! (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ ) I mean, I've never had any goals for my future until now: varying from basic health and fitness things to identity cr*p. The main one and probably the more influential to my Nervousness being to Socialize!

"Wait, what does that mean? Don't you already do that??" Actually no (ó﹏ò｡). Contrary to my online persona I am extremely shy IRL, which means I find it extremely difficult to talk to people or even approach them... All throughout School I almost never interacted with more than 2 users at a time and I want to change that! I want to talk to / meet more users, hangout with them, make memories, do stupid stuff together... Ya'll understand me? ( ´･･)ﾉ(._.`)

"Okay, We get it, you need friends...But, It cannot be that hard!" Yup, It shouldn't be that hard, and it really isn't! (,,¬﹏¬,,) It's just that I feel like I don't have the... practice..? Okay, What I mean is that I do not know how to speak to IRL users AT ALL... But I am figuring things out slowly, I've even made some friends!... Or well... Uhm...Okay, hold on, let me explain

Friends has always been a special word to me. To me, a friend is more than just someone you spend time with: It's someone you can truly rely on. A friend is there to help you navigate through life's challenges, to support you in being your authentic self, and to gently guide you when you... Lose your way!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)
They stand by you, not only to lift you up but to also ensure you don't harm yourself or others! And so, whenever I hear people call random users "Friends" I just feel extremely weird. (ᵕ—ᴗ—)

"Sure... what's the idea then?" Well, you see... I feel that I have made at least one friend that could fit my definition while other users don't, but right now it is too soon to tell!! ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀) I mean, I haven't really gotten closer to them as much as I would want to yet and I hope that, as time goes on, we get to know each other and hangout more!

"And why blog this, exactly?" Well, mainly because I want to have a bit of a journal where I write thoughts I can’t nor couldn't say outside ever. ( ◡̀_◡́)ᕤ Plus, I am a tiny bit curious about what other wired could comment about them so...

Anywho, I ran out of ideas on what else to type so... That was today's entry!

I hope you all have good health and continue to enjoy life!
Remember, obstacles in life are learning lessons! You will find your way no matter what!
Don't give up! I believe in you, so believe in yourself!

Zahrya Rozi out! (๑>؂•̀๑)