poem :3

(let me be pretentious for a little bit sorrrrryyyy)

Sunlight / Reflection

And I can't help but wonder if you know what you're doing to me

These dreams these nights so awfully bright 

in spite of the nature of you

My reflections have begun to bear anomalies I thought I scrubbed away when I first said goodbye last year 

That little sparkle in my eye whispering hello 

But from down under there, it bellows 

some kind of enrichment I wouldn't know if you hadn't come back

So I don't want you to go

But I can't go on the same much longer if you stay,

My fire blanket, my ghastly undoer, my flickering lamp

An umbrella on rainy days  

I wish I'd just stop noticing you 

In the shadows of my bedroom

But not even the streetlight can keep you out, 

the sun itself

And I can't help but wonder if you can recognize me anymore because of that

or if you can see me at all 

from the depths of your tomb.