MY FEELINGS ARE HARD TO DECIPHER

i really cant understand my feelings, even simple stuff like happiness... im not sure when i feel happy? i definitly feel stuff, like i can feel it physically? (heart beating faster,...)

but sometimes theres nothing, i remember when i was like 13 or something, i often asked myself if i was some kind of robot... or maybe an alien, till this day im not sure... but i think i like robot better :p 

but its not like im emotionless because i cry when i watch anime, im not sure why but i do sometimes...

i suppose its because it "hit" me in some kind of way?

but truly i dont really know...

Anywaysss just wanted to ramble on that, its not like it bothers me to much either, im pretty indifférent to it :p

But apparently my face is pretty expressive, thats what my mom told me, if only she knew that i picked it up from anime...

i kinda realised that i pick up alot of stuff from anime, or from youtubers i watch..i sometimes copy their way of speaking...

but meh i guess its better than sounding monotone?

just random rambling ¯\_(ツ)_/¯