hello - looking for friends so add me if you see this.

NOTE: don't add me if you're below the age of 21.

i go by nicki. she / it pronouns. 29 years old, cisgender,  and very queer. 

so i am new here. had my profile for about a month and I use it to write down my thoughts so they're not on paper, but still permanent for as long as the servers of this site are running, which I hope is forever. hopefully. pretty cool website and that is coming from someone who was on the ORIGINAL MySpace. yes, aging myself. 

looking for friends to talk to as well as people to read the writing pieces I put out so I'm not alone with my thoughts. however what I write can be triggering, so know yourself. i am being tossed around the ocean of grief right now. 

a pain I'll never shake, the longing for another. and I write about it. and it's ugly but also... i do not know, something people should probably see and also experience but I might be just tooting my own horn and in that case, ew. sorry about that. 

anyways, please add me I would love to have a decent following on here to read my pieces and just bullshit with about different topics. i am pretty lonely these days in all honesty. thanks for reading.