I had a four-day weekend this weekend and it was fine, but it felt like it went by instantly. this whole february in general has felt like it's gone by so insanely fast, we are already past the half-way point! but despite the unwelcoming swift passage of time, the whole month has felt real suckish and groggy for me. I think there's definitely a couple of sensible reasons for this, a couple being terrible sleep and another giant one is that i've just been seeing a drop of general self-care. I don't sleep well most of the time anyway because I stay up way too late, but it's really started to catch up to me. Most actions feel significantly more difficult to execute for no reason, and that's started to make me use my brain less and not want to work on anything creative. I haven't worked on my own game or drawn anything for the past four days and I don't like that. But apart from sleep, I've also just been eating really unhealthy the past couple of weeks and that has for sure taken a tole on me. Literally the past five days I think I've had around 8 monsters and that's much too many. I had 3 yesterday and my head was spinning and I was shaking and generally uncomfortable. Also, too much sugar. that's just generally not good for you. I need to eat, like, just chicken and vegetables tomorrow and for the rest of the week or something. i feel like that would instantly fix like at least 45% percent of my physical exhaustion
if it wasn't clear by now, this blog isn't going to be too long this week. i need to get sleep and plan on setting things straight. about a year and a half ago at this point I would go to the gym often to keep my body in shape and whatnot and I gotta get back to that, you would be flabbergasted at how much it does for your mood and whatnot, so I'll see to that as well
wall-e is such a good movie i thought about it for two seconds and I freaked. love that movie
ALSO two weeks ago i wasnt kidding around about that lillybug album. shuffled liked songs playlists and lighthouseis playing and it peaks high and away, give it a chance i beg you


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you get no effort from me today im goign to bed... but assured that next week will bring a fruitful and very interesting and very funny post watch me watch me ooh watch me watch me ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh now match me ouuuuu now watch me superman. i still cant belive whip nae nae guy shot his cousin
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