My Dream Future(that will never happen)

I barely do Blog Entries because I was never interested in talking about things on social media but I don't have any1 to talk about my dream life so now I'm here. To start, in 7th grade when I first learned about Emily Dickinson I knew I would love to have a life like hers. Isolated from the world just doing my own thing but instead of writing poems, I would sew and make clothes while playing songs on my record player. I would also own a pet or two so they won't be lonely, though I'm still thinking of what animal they would be.

I would also like a lover, husband or wife but it doesn't matter as long as they can tolerate my mental illness and my hatred towards other people(I wouldn't mind if they style their hair with liberty spikes 'cause in my opinion thats the most attractive hair style). They could help me dye my hair and I could give theirs a trim, we would also combine our collection of books and have a library in our house. Oo I would also love a house with many rooms, one for the bedroom, my walk-in closet, 2 bathrooms so one is in the bedroom and the other for guests even if we don't invite much people because, like I said, I don't like people. There would be a room for the library and one for an office. The entry way would connect to the living room and the living room would connect to the kitchen that we'd cook and bake together in.

We would live in either A victorian style house with a small front yard but big enough for potted plants and a big backyard for growing vegetables(but the backyard must have a fence so the neighbours can't see me) or a apartment that doesn't have a elevator and only stairs. I can see a big vinyl collection too. Inside the house, it'd be cluttered but not too cluttered so it's still clean and not overwhelming.

That's all 4 now, honestly kinda cringe but can't wait to see if this is how my life will be in the future.