My cousin's 18 b-day:(

Winter blog entry #3

Estimated time to read: 2-2,5 minutes

So on the 15th my cousins had her 18th birthday. I really like her, she's nice. But the birthday party? It was boring and I was stuck in the local with a person I hate, so more detail!

It was early evening when we got there, I dressed in a really nice shirt and and my favorite pants! When we got to the party I talked a bit with my cousins and grandma, I didn't interact much with other family, I just don't feel the need to. The one cousin I don't talk to is another story, I hate him, not really though, it's just very uncomfortable to be around him for a reason I don't want to say. I felt like I was, for the lack of better world, suffocating the whole time I was around him. There were balloons too, I got myself a red one.

During the party we watched a few short videos from when the cousin was younger, listened to few songs personally made for her, and a slideshow of photos leading up to the moment she it at right now. It was fun and really sweet.

There was lots of food too! So delicious!! Just after we ate cake the power went out. That's when I started to have way less fun. I'm not one for big parties with lots of people, was the party big? No. But was there lot of people? Yes. And I hated that, I don't care they're family, I hated that. Anyway, the power went back and we started taking photos it just so happen that the cousin I hate stood next to me, I felt nauseous and lightheaded, I wanted to cry and go home. I've been only two hours there and I already begged my mom to go, she didn't want to be there either so we left, but she's the one responsible for getting my sister and dad home (both drank a little already), so she dropped me off and went back to the party. It was a really short drive so she didn't mind.

When I got home I already was crying and I sent a voice message about it to my friend that knows what my cousin did. The whole situation was so weird to me, I felt like I was being too dramatic and emotional. Anyway, that's all! Will post another blog soon as I plan on posting two entries today!

Again, boring and on one really cares but whate'er, if you did read it tho, comment something, I just want to see if anyone sees that or not.