today was so insanely ass

Monday, 17th Feb

It's Monday again, and Mondays always suck, today especially because i had a geography AND a maths test today.

But today didnt start off that bad. we got the first lesson free to finish up whatever leftover work we had (i mean we were supposed to be completing our presentations for global persepctives but hey no one else was doing it so why should i). Second class was maths which went as good as any maths class could go. Next was english , and i LOVE english okay. its soemthing im actaully good at and like its the one thing i can easily get good marks in and my teacher is so goated. 

so its english class and my teacher basically goes "okay guys no talking because i have to help some people" and some kid (lets call him james for now idk) decides to go "BUT YOU DIDNT SAY SINGINGGGG 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🎶🎶🎶🎶🎶"  yeah so that was pretty funny ig

I submit my essay and begin to revise geo , which is next class and also goes suprisingly smoothly (and im bad at geo too so ig thats a win). 5th lesson was chemistry nothing too special . then comes the next lesson, which typically would be religious studies but we had to take the math test in that class for some reason. FIRST OF ALL WHYTHE HELL DID MY TEACHER DECIDE TO GIVE THE TEST LIKE 10 MINUTES LATE . SECOND OF ALL WHAT THE HELL WERE THOSE QUESTIONS. 

i didnt get to finish and that  crushed me because im supposed to be smart, and im supposed to be good at maths too okay so tell me why i couldnt solve the 1st question. it was worth 10 whole marks okay and i couldnt solve it. time ran out and my test got snatched up by the teacher. i wasnt the only person who didnt manage to finish , but i was lwk tearing up once i realised that i'd skipped out on ten whole makrs and i didnt even know if the rest of the test was correct but the questions were so insaenly bizzare. yeah so james (oh look its james again!!!) (his name isnt actually james but i dont want to doxx him or anything ) sits a seat in front of me to my left and this guy is properly properly BAWLING his eyes out okay (validreaction if i say so myself) and then it kind of hits me that id basically failed. it doesnt help that around me people are sharing answers and discussing it and suddenly everything ive done jsut feels wrong. so the teacher for the next class arrives and hes talking to the adminstrator (or ig you could say our head of year in a way) and i ask her if i can complete my maths test right. i spend the next forty fucking minutes in her office sobbing over a stupid math question. i couldnt even go to the next lesson after that i went with my friend to the english teacher to help her finish her essay and we were there for like a whole two lessons okay. i skipped virtually the entire afternoon part of school. 

Yeah so im still highkey insanely distressed about that but my mum was chill about it (which scares me more than her being mad) but i mean now i knwo i suck at time management and i suck at maths so yeah. fun times. 

anwyays guys pray my essay gets submitted into the global round of the competetion 
i might upload it on here once the finalists are confirmed so yeah :3