I hate the start of the year. :: 17/2/2025

Corny ass blog I'm sorry

I genuinely think the first few weeks of the school year are the most miserable. I have no idea what other queer kids "bullies" (Ive began to hate that word.) are like. personally mine have been following the same routine for the past 4 years Ive been at this school.

Every year, between the first to second week there's always ONE class I will get dead named & harassed in, normally depends on if the teacher is old and a wimp when it comes to annoying asf students. this years class of choice was science! which kinda sucks because I genuinely enjoy the subject.

This year I just decided to dip out of the class when the harassment starts, I can't really control my reactions 2 it and js start bawling so at least I'm not crying Infront of everyone???????? 

So when it started I js ran out of class and into the bathroom, which, smelled like asscheeks btw. I think its from all the seniors vaping in there but Ive never smelt a vape before so I'm not too sure.

This girl came in as well and obviously noticed I was like, crying, so she said she liked my hair cuz it was freshly dyed from red 2 black. which was a sweet gesture and I liked that. then my friend from the year above me just found me there, I panic attacked to them and they stood there to calm me down. I really like them rn and after that I see them as an older sibling.

btw I DID go to my dean so hopefully this won't happen again,,, until next year.