Friend Drama

Honestly feels like my best friend isn't actually my friend. It feels like they just say that we are but they never talk to me or wanna hang out. They didn't even ask to hang out for my birthday.

It just sucks. I know I should let them go but it's just so difficult. Talking to them isn't an option either. They're really stubborn and I doubt they'd wanna try and meet me in the middle.

Lowkey feels like they're constantly replacing me. They have other best friends they talk to. I try and open up but they don't try anymore. I kinda feel like it's my fault. idk