February 16th, 2025: Narcolepsy and Sadness

Hey guys!

I'm sad because I got rejected a couple days ago :( Which is why I'm here again! Because him and his friends follow my normal socials (mostly just instagram) and I really don't want to see any of that right now. He's very sweet so he was very understanding but I'm just confused because I really thought he liked me back :( But I have therapy tomorrow! So I'm gonna come up with a game plan for how to tackle all this and hopefully soon I'll be feeling myself again :)

I'm also being tested for narcolepsy! Which I've been struggling with a lot. My doctor strongly suspects I have it and I think we're gonna try some medications here in the next few weeks. That's kinda scary cus I haven't had the best experience with medication in the past but hopefully it helps me!!

Anyways thank u guys for reading ily <3