a poem I wrote....heh

Concrete staircase.

I want to erase.

Wrists marked with agony.

A crippling society.

Who am I if not perfect?

An unbroken child, lost to neglect

The mistakes I’ve made, crippling regret.

Count the minutes with every calorie.

Thoughts stained like a blackberry.

Poorly disguised criticism 

Words laced with Cynicism

Trust broken faster than it’s built.

World shaking,begin to tilt.

I want to shred,change and escape the prison of my world.

A word to a page,escape from this cage,a drug filled rage.

My life shortchanged.

New bruises appear like rabbits in spring.

Vomit stained floors,cracked doors,lying broken.

There is no medicine to fix the wounds opened.

A handful of ibuprofen.Everything in black and white.

I can’t handle this sober.

I long for the day that my life is over.