Whenever I have a great day, such as today; a day in which nothing or nearly nothing goes wrong, and I am able to enjoy life in its purest form, as the morning turns into evening and into night, I am often unable to go to sleep. It is really hard to say goodbye to a good day. Maybe tomorrow will be good too, but I can't help thinking that I would rather have today for the second time around.
I am reminded of a poem I read once, 'Today':
If ever there were a spring day so perfect,
so uplifted by a warm intermittent breeze
that it made you want to throw
open all the windows in the house
a day when the cool brick paths
and the garden bursting with peonies
seemed so etched in sunlight
that you felt like taking
a hammer to the glass paperweight
on the living room end table,
releasing the inhabitants
from their snow-covered cottage
so they could walk out,
holding hands and squinting
into this larger dome of blue and white,
well, today is just that kind of day.
I wish we could hold these simple, quiet days in a special cabinet of our memory, where we would remember every single detail of every light seen and every word said, and every sigh breathed, and every thing touched, and again count, and touch, and turn them over; their minutes like gold coins in a treasure chest.
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sim
this is so beautiful and so heartbreaking to me at the same time.. i relate to this hard. letting go is hard but it must be done.
Thank you! I guess it is something inherent to the beauty of a day like this... knowing that not every day will be so normal, so that this normalcy is not really the norm at all. If we thought this would be like any other day afterwards, and kept it as the standard for the average, it would have no particular significance, right? We make it beautiful by letting it go.
by Miguel; ; Report