Yoo wsp first blog entry, I'm feeling like shit so I'm drinking rn while watching some True Life eps. People on there are mostly retarded and it makes me feel better bout myself. Idk if that's a good or bad thing but whatever.
I usually don't drink a lot but man I've been feeling like ass lately so haven't been sober much honestly. I drunk a lot yesterday because I was single on V-day and feeling shit bout that. I'm not blackout or falling all over the place drunk but just having a little buzz.
I should stop before it become a bad habit, but yknow it's probably temporary. There's just so much shit pilling on and around me that it just hurts to be sober. The political situation of the country is bad and has everything moving backwards, everyone around me are going places and are busy, I can't get a proper job despite being qualified for the field. Everything just sucks ass and I hate it. Maybe this is just some midnight feelings oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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iweep42
I always think sadness comes from the urge to change. If you look at it, it's really simple to change your life; you just don't do the thing that you do not want to do. Right now, focus on yourself not the goverment or ext unimportant stuff.
A lot of the stuff happening in the gov directly effects me in my daily life so I can't just ignore it sadly. I truly dont know what to change but ik I'll figure it out probs :p
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