I feel like no one understands what I feel like. People say that I am acting like a victim, some people say the world would be a better place without me. I just don't understand why I'm here! There is no need. There's a saying "everything is meant to happen" or something right now I just can't focus at the moment. I feel like I'm doing something wrong! There must be, I mean there must be a reason for people to hate me and think the worst of me. Is there a reason for me to feel anxious? Not sure but like I don't wanna be milking it and making anyone feel sorry for me, I just want people to know what it feels like for a teenager when they are suffering from anxiety.