Nervous for Uni..pt.2

heyy! 

So yesterday I finally submitted my applications to two of the universities i wanted to go! and really I am petrified about my results for the next two month or so i know ill be stuck thinking about this. Like I am finally choosing something I want to pursue and I really wish I will get in. 

(I wish I had a more DRAMATIC turn smtg along the lines of...ever since I was a kid i wanted to be blablabla but in reality I actually never knew what I wanted to be. I had different phases but did not last long..till I had my first job working with kids and honestly I really enjoyed it!)

Currently right now I am in child studies but I also wanted to see psychology as a different route but I dont know really...will I get in? will I like it? I DONT KNOW! I DONT KNOW! but also I kept child studies as my second option so Im still really happy with both of my plans so wtv works!

All I need to do is to just...wait for the decision, meanwhile try to keep my grades up. my stomach literally doing flips and knotting and twisting in so many ways right now. 

But luckily, I had my amazing mom and sister with me along the process asking me how I am holding up and honestly...not that great but hopefully get better soon 

btw if anyone is from mtl and at uni oml bless your heart