CUPID HAS STRUCK XOX

welp folks, today is thee day of valentines, the holiday of commercialized love

the letter of the day is W, as in WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED?!?!? 

after having a semi-exciting day at skool, i went home, said "fuck it we ball", and decided to confess my feelings to my crush on discord

for reference, i've been part of a small discord server since middle school. it started out as an invader zim fan server but over time it's sorta just become a little hangout space for our little friend group we've made (totino boys 4 life <3)

over the last few months, i've been catching feelings for one of the members and since today's the big luv day, i decided to do smthn abt it

we were sharing out "hear-me-outs" on one of the channels, and i shared a few of my own as well (but that's a story for another day ;) ) 

during that convo, i decided to shoot my shot by listing my crush as a hear-me-out and everyone was pretty supportive (tho a lil surprised since i'm not rlly the type to get personal on there ;p )

I FELT LIKE I WAS GONNA HAVE A HEART ATTACK it was so surreal, i've never done anything like that before, especially over the interwebz >_<

eventually my crush came online and saw the thing, and she dm'ed me saying that she thought i was cool too but we should prob take it slow since shes been goin thru stuffs and isnt sure if shes ready for a relationship rn and i said that's a-ok by me :3 we've just been chatting about life and fandoms and stuffs while playing gamez

i rlly hope this works out, i haven't dated anyone since midle skool, much less dated girls 

she's really sweet and cool and hot and ohmygod SHE SAID IM CUTE AND PRETTY AND AKFDGOALDDFGNAODFGAEPGSDAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hope every1 has had a gr8 valentine's day, bc this one is gonna be one for the books in my case x-) xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo