a moment of realization

Hi,

I've been kind of inactive bc of uni and stuff, and kinda depressed lol bc I've also been thinking a lot about past mistakes (AGAIN). Just realized how bad my decisions had affected ppl that could have been really good friends.

Thought that maybe things could have been a lot different if I was honest at that time, but now I'm alone and missing them a lot. I sometimes think, oh well time will do it's thing and there will be new ppl in my life, where I will be allowed to be someone new and more mature. But I think I will still hold the grudge of not doing the correct thing when I had the opportunity.

Wish I could share with them stuff about my current life and still be in contact. Maybe this is karma for what i did.

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In other news!! I finished reading Land of the Lustrous (instead of doing uni tasks oc). Great manga, cried at the end. I rlly recommend it. Also the anime has its own page with the 12 episodes, and the animation is beautiful.

k that's all thanks for readin