I forgot Spacehey existed, heres whats been happening

HIII IM HERE FOR A BIT HIII

UHHH

I FORGOT ABOUT SPACEHEY!

Lets discuss whats happened in the last year!!

So first off I'd like to mention that I just learned that my IMPERSONATOR made an account here. I wont share their account, but if youre somehow reading this, just know I have blocked and reported you. I've given you so many chances to stop copying/impersonating me, told you i wasnt interested in being friends, and yet.... i find this. Dont care if you probably forgot too. I don't want to keep worrying about you. Blocked. Reported. I hope I forget about you.


Anyway moving on from THAT. I've got a computer! Like. Desktop. Y'see, my old laptop i used to use began overheating. Like. bad. to the point where one day i brought it to school, smelled BURNING IN THE MIDDLE OF CLASS, and had a semi-panic attack thinking it just burst into flames in my backpack... thankfully, this wasnt the case, but this alone scared me so bad that i needed to find a replacement.. and quick.
BIG shoutout to my Mammaw, awesome woman, where would i be without her. She bought me a new pc :). Primarily for schoolwork, but also for my Twitch streaming career dream and to help with art We managed to find a great deal on a PC/Keyboard/Mouse bundle from CyberpowerPC at Best Buy, and brought it home the same day. Though, I wasn't able to set it up immediately. It wouldnt be for another week when We'd get together and build this desk i've had in box for the last two years.. THEN it was finally time to set it all up. I didn't have to worry about getting a monitor either, as my cousin is a BIG pc gamer, and had an extra monitor laying around that i could use.

Next big thing... is actually a lot more sad. uh. sadly, early-to-mid 2024 was uh... not so good. Family pets died. I won't go further than that, but know that it was heavy on everyone.. and even though i wasnt as close to these animals for one reason or another (one simply hated me, the other lived with my sister), this didnt exclude me. These events, combined with a plethera of other problems i have, caused me to stop going to classes. I'd attend the campus still, but i couldn't bring myself to attend any classes. My grades of course suffered. My depression was kind of worsened during this time.

Even after the semester ended, my depression was crazy. I don't recall ever mentioning I was in a relationship here, but if i did, that's not the case anymore. Sometime in late June, I broke up with my now-ex partner. I couldn't provide him the attention he so desired. I felt incredibly guilty for it, but i knew that where things were at the time... it wasnt healthy for either of us to keep going. i'm mostly over him now, but guilt... guilt's a bitch.

I'm incredibly grateful that i have such great friends, lets just end it there.

..moving on, i tried doing online college. it was okay for the most part, but really sucked in some parts thanks to how some classes were managed. Its thanks to those classes in particular that i couldnt raise my gpa back up to the minimum for financial aid, and now i've practically dropped out of college. Currently, I'm using this time to work on my Twitch streaming. As of writing this, I'm so close to reaching affiliate status, and it's incredibly exciting. I've also upgraded to two monitors for my pc, and it's really been helpful. I even got a new keyboard, which feels SUPER nice to use.

I've also been thinking about making more youtube content. Maybe dipping my toes into the world of vlog-youtubing??? I've been trying to find a good vlogging camera for under 50 dollars to start with so i can see if its something i'll actualyl want to keep doing, but no luck as of now. May just have to use this kinda cruddy webcam ive had for awhile. better than nothing as an experimental thing i suppose.

I don't know when or if i'll give another update, so uh


have fun? idk i dont blog like this often uhhhhhhhhhhhh