something that helps me deal :/

so one of my fave authors is Larry Niven, writes hard science fiction. Wrote this one book, one of the characters is on a long haul mission to the center of the galaxy and back. well this guy basically survives by keeping to his routine. certain things get done at the same time every day, for three million years or whatever.

so I picture myself as that main character. James Corbell Jr.. riding this spaceship of a house through the cold, uncaring universe of snow and ice out there.

I take my pills at the same times, eat at the same times, sleep at the same times. it's a routine that right now is working for me, it's keeping me relatively healthy and relatively sane. it says here in fine print.

whatever helps you to survive, fellow humans.   :)