The Second Entry

I don't remember my dream, honestly.

All I know is I must've been more tired than I initially thought. I did just sleep a whole 13 hours, and I was incredibly hungry. So anyway, fast forward first thing I did was read another entry after waking up honestly, I didn't know why I was so excited to read it, after all it's just the simple life of a teenage boy. But something was like telling me to read it more.

I went along with the feeling. (Yes, I completely forgot about my hunger.)

Opening up the diary, I began reading the next entry:

So yesterday, went to school for

band practice, found a notebook 

uses notebook. ok recapped.

AnywayI must be exhausted, 

I slept for awhile and I had 

school this morning and was

really tired. I have 3 exams this

week and 2 practice exams.

Today's practice exam was 

intense and I just barely pulled

through. I need to take it easy, 

I dont even remember answering 

myself last night. I wished myself 

Goodnight, for no reason. That's 

really 

strange but I'll just roll with it.

God, I sound so high right now.

Also the school Valentine's dance

is coming up. Goddammit I'll 

have no date. Even if I did

I'd probably screw it up. I'm not 

ready for a relationship, especially

in my current state. I've been 

losing my shit recently. Dropped

from an A to C in math. I've 

had writers block for writing 

music. But it's ok, I'll work well 

not 'harder' but smarter.

I also did some research on

Maria, and I found something 

interesting. She was a 16

year old girl who passed away

due to some thing but that

wasn't included in the school's

old paper.

All I could find out was her

age, date of death (2-14-1995)

And all I knew was she was

accidentally killed in the woods

or a creek. So how the hell did

an empty book of hers get here.

Nevermind, Its probably Tom. He

picks up random shit and puts it

on my desk because he thinks it's

funny. Last time he put an old

lunchbox on my desk and I

made the mistake of opening 

it. It was filled with moldy food

and old snacks. I almost threw

up and had to go home. I'm 

still great full for him though.

he's my best friend and also 

in the band.

Despite being incredibly 

overworked & life is going

down hill, I'm actually very 

happy with how it's going.

A happy heart is a

healthy heart. A 

healthy heart is full

of emotion. 

Take a break,

you deserve it <3"

 Wow, he's even more tired than I was last night. Gonna be honest. He really does need to take a break. Even his subconscious mind is telling him to get some sleep. I heard a soft tap on the door and I got up and opened it. It was my best friend, Emilie.

"Hey Rosy!" She said brightly, coming in. "Hey, Em." I saud closing the door. I forgot I invited her to visit this Sunday for a sleepover. I was too caught up with the diary. Should I tell her?

Sunday 2/25 21:54:32

It was getting late, and we had an amazing sleepover so far. We watched anime together. We decided to watch a romance one since Valentine's Day was coming up. The anime we settled on was 'Kimi no Todoke' it's so sweet & wholesome. After a few episodes, Emilie was crying at how beautiful it was. That's when I brought up the dairy, I walked to my bedside and pulled it out as she watched, wiping her eyes. "Emilie, I found this." I said, handing it to her. She looked at it curiously, and I began explaining how I got it and the first two entries.

She had the same thoughts as me. I kept the contact with Dany secret...after all it wasn't important. That's when we decided to get some sleep.

I wish I had told her.

Blog 1: The first Entry