Log #12

2-13-25
Hey guys, sorry for not posting in a while, life got very very busy.
anyways on the 15th and 16th im gonna celbrate my 19th birthday, and i know my transfer failed, which sucks buuuut its all ok, ill probably wait some stuff out build some money, for some very important purposes.
i do have really good news about my transistioning though, i plan to go on hrt, first im gonna save up a chunk of change, and then talk to a therapist or planned parenthood clinic, and see what i can figure from there, and hopefully i can get someone to guide me through the trenches of the american healthcare system, to first get hormone blockers for a bit then ill get my estrogen, and i did not know that it only really takes 3 months to 3 years for the transistion which is actually really fast, its been on my mind for the last year, and finally got to talking about it with my boyfriend kristopher, and my mom, i didnt tell my dad cause... hes a bit much to handle with his anger and all , but its all ok, what matters is that im comfortable in my own body, i know itll probably take me a few months to a year, just to get started but yeah, first step is to see if im using my insurance or my moms, im paying the copay obviously, hell ill pay out of pocket for some of it, as long as im able to be comfortable in my own body. on other news i gotta save some up for my big ol' date night with kristopher as well, and i talked about needing to live with my parents for a while with my mom cause the economy is currently ran by a clown, and she understood, i also need to probably start doing online college sometime... im gonna get a bachleors in buisness just to help off and such.
i also got some cool stuff like new heels, a ipod 2nd gen, and a iphone 3gs

i know i go into work tonight at 10pm, tonights shift is gonna feel rough i know it.