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isang letra, 'di tula

from the sky, it falls

another drop of regret

my lungs heave from the weight—

from all the sorrow you've cried

and it's clear that you want to be even

you want me to feel as empty as you did

with our clothes off and bodies intertwined 

you want me to feel the pain of reaching for you

yet not feeling anything near

as i wait and i wait; still clawing, still searching

you want me to spend my sleepless nights shaking and crying

wishing for you to comfort me,

to tell me something, anything at all

i'll answer for the wrongs i've done to the best of my ability

you don't have to forgive me, not anymore 

i hope the ragged, igneous rocks of your anger

erode and get reshaped by your resolve

and i hope that the next time you breathe,

each inhale doesn't carry deep aching

i cannot take all the pain, for i do not feel like you do

but i'll repent with bottomless, enduring guilt 

if it helps you breathe much liberally

i promise to drown in all of the agony i've given you

sincerely, a

-

gudnayt

i love you two

mwah mwah

isang - one or "a"

letra - letter

Hindi ('di) - not, no

tula - poem

song : la ciruela - nico play

it's been in the drafts for a LONG while, I saw a video online of a girl and all of her unsent letters, I don't want to be like her ^_^