Spilt coffee and Hadestown

AAAA!!!! Walked with cutie during lunch to go get and coffee but in my next period I SPILLLED IT EVERYWHERE!!! Okay embarrassing whatever but like it got on my sweater 

I didn't wanna just walk around with a coffee stained sweater so I had to take it off and DUDE AAA!!! I hate my arms so much it's not even funny :[[[ the only parts of me that are like skinny are my lower arms, stomach and face 

DO CUTIE SAW ME IN A T SHIRT AND UYEYEUUUHRN I don't think he cares at all but I'm scared I'm not skinny enough for him like dudeeeee

I'M ALSO GETTING SICK AGAIN AND UHGHHHH last time I was sick I was sick for like 2 months it was terrible 

In a weird sort of way I'm kinda happy I'm getting sick again 

When I was really sick I would puke (involuntarily) a lot and I would barely eat because I could and omgggg IT WAS THE LIFE

I was so miserable but I was skinny

Gained a few pounds back from that but I mostly kepy most of it off which I'm glad about so I sorta wanna be getting sick but I also really don't because of valentines day

IF I'M NOT 105 BY THEN I'M ENDING IT ALL!!! /hj

Like 4 pounds to go 🙏🙏

Gonna see Hadestown with cutie on Saturday (I think I already said) and I'm very very excited 

Theyre doing a teen version at my hs (might be a self dox but whatever) and like I CAN'T be sick for that

My friends are so fake tho cuz like my friend that helped me out with cutie (Ava), her boyfriend, Noah and basketball are all going on the 2pth and getting pizza before like??? Why are y'all so fakeee... (/j) itll be nice just me and cutie hanging out tho so im exciteddd

ALSO I HAD WOODSHOP TODAY AND I ACCIDENTALLY BREATHED IN SAWDUST I'M STILL.DYING HELLLLLPPPPP