Some goals I have for the future!!

Lately I have been unmotivated and have no energy to do anything, especially school stuff :( but here's some goals I have for the future :3 

Okay so heard this from my history teacher and he said there's super huge tulip fields in the Netherlands and I'm like yup that's going on my bucket list IMMEDIATELY! I love tulips! They are my favorite flowers. Pink and white tulips! I googled it and its not too far from the capital??? But I saw on this website that there are helicopter rides over the fields?! Definitely going on my bucket list. I really wanna go on this trip solo! But lowkey I don't know cus traveling alone seems kinda scary. I've seen people traveling alone online but am I really capable?? I have no idea. It's cheaper to travel alone I guess, but its scary. Maybe I'll gain some confidence to do this in the future. My goal is to do this as soon as I graduate high school, I'll treat myself to this trip. But I need to do some more research though. 

At the end of Junior year I'm enlisting in the National Guard, I've always wanted to be in the military since I was little and my mom is okay with me doing the National Guard while in high school!! Like I can do basic training during the summer and come back at the beginning of the school year!! And then I can save money from my own job :3

Other small goals: Get a license duh, go to rage room (i've been wanting to go since I learnt what it was since 6th grade), get a tulip tattoo on my forearm, I think fine line tattoos are really pretty. But TikTok says it doesn't age well :(( Oh well. 

Another goal is online college! I personally really like doing online school! :3 also it will give me more free time! I wanna do Penn Foster because its at your own pace I believe?? I don't know what I want to be but I still want some sort of degree. 

At some point I really wanna get pearl jewelry!! Like a set of a pearl bracelet, ring, necklace! I just think pearls I really pretty! If I ever get married I really hope my future husband remembers that lol

Also also also I really want a pet fish one day! Maybe just one Betta fish :3 Another random goal is to grow my own herbs :3

Anyways thanks for reading my random yapping about literally nothing - Lexie