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im so sad, i hate living here and im stuck here 5ever, ive been living the same week for 3 years and i hate it, i cant fucking do anything and i have no oneeeeee. the only things i can enjoy doing is be on my computer all day and masturbate, this is not a life, and this is all i will ever be. i dont know why im delaying killing myself for 3-5 years, i really shouldnt, i should do it nowwwwww, i should do ittttt, i have razors in my room, i could, i know i wont but i could, i should do it impulsively before i change my mind. im really lonely, i wish i had a cute girlfriend who would like, cuddle me and comfort me and all those things, that would be really nice. if i were a girl i could cry on a girl and she would more inclined to put up with it than if i was a boy, which i am, that doesnt sadden me as much as everything else. im feel sad more often than not. wahhhh
nothing in my life makes it worth livinggggg
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alex B)
you know its not worth it man…
Octopus Enjoya
I don't think a girl would even help mate, your shitty habits can only fixed by you since you put yourself on them, how do that? A slow process sadly I would say it's a test of wanting
my habits are not causing my problems, im just trying to cope, it doesnt matter what habits i have id still have the same problems. also, i still think it would be nice to have a girl who wanted me to keep living and actively reassured me of such things, it would be nice. ive never had a single irl friend in my life let alone a girlfriend.
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Bruh moment
by Octopus Enjoya; ; Report
thats not very helpful
by CRTluver1997; ; Report
I mean i kinda don't know the source of the problems so I guess I don't really know what to react
I don't know if it's a question of perseverance or something else get it?
I think i can only hope for you get a gf and beat all your problems, doesn't sound useful
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