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idek anymore. i'm just breezing through life and going with the flow. it's painful living like this, like i'm always on edge. our house could be demolished tommorow or any other day... it's painful.

i'm comfortable here now, so why now? why are you taking away my home? if only we lived in somewhere more secure and stuff tho haha

gods it's so hard to live, we're not too poor but we're also not too rich like wtf we're always on edge on living hahah one day i could be eating good and the next i'll be sleeping with a growling stomach... it makes me realize how fragile life is, how my parents didn't plan this through

they were good with 3 children, but no!! they had to add another mouth to feed..

idk, i just feel like such a burden and i want to isolate myself for a long time.. but for now i will write in my blog <3